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[06 Jun 2005|06:52pm] |
im at tiffanys and my computer is currently not working.. =( sorry ive been off line for soo long..
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xoxoo
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[25 Apr 2005|10:08pm] |
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okay so today was probably most definatly the worste day of my life..and im not just over exxagerating or anything.. it was the worste day..
so most of you know as to what happened..
it should make you think of how many people out there that you dont no.. and you dont want to get to no either...but some people out there have no freinds.. are "unknown".. they could really be suffering even tho they dont show it.. someones life can be taken away so easily just because of what the "cooler" kids say about them... they dont want to be known as " THE BOY WITH THE TIGHT BOOK BAG" so they think that they have no reason to be here!!..
well if you see someone who looks sad or troubled how hard is it to go up to them and seriously talk to them and be their friends.. even if they are "the smelly girl in math class"..even a small compliment like awe you look really cute today may make someone feel soo good about themselves..its really sad to see people judge other people for stuff that they dont take into consideration to why its like... PUT YOURSELF IN THEIR SHOES...
also something very bad has happened in my family that trigared my thoughts.. i dont think that i have ever thought about something so strongly...
this may not make any sence to anyone..but its just how i feel..
if you have anything to say.. comment.
tara
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[25 Apr 2005|06:38pm] |
OKAY GET OVER IT..!!!!! OLD RELASHONSHIPS DONT MEAN ANYTHING!!!..EVERYONE DOES SOMETHINGS THAT THEY REGRET.!!!!!!!!
really already get over it.!!!
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[23 Apr 2005|04:20pm] |
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[20 Apr 2005|08:14pm] |
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yea so the past few days have been pretty fast.. these weeks are flying by and soon ill be driving and a junior in highschool. ahhhh
i really didnt do anything the past three days tho..some of my activities were.
--babysitting
--taking walks with A
--going to dairy queen with my sister.
yea what fun!...
thats all for now..
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xoxo Tara
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[17 Apr 2005|02:57pm] |
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so this weekend went by very fast.. friday night i went to ashleys and watched movies.. then saturday went to the park with my sister and some friends.. and we had a cookout there...and later that day i went to A's and we went to zombieland and just drove around..
its really nice out now soo im gonna go outside...
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loveee
Tara
I dont no what to think .. <3
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[13 Apr 2005|08:55pm] |
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IM SO SICK.. i have the worste cold ever!..we have eight and a half more weeks of school ahh thanks goodness!..
we watched a very good movie in speech class i actually didnt fall asleep.. i got really into it.. although in history i kinda dozed off to that movie.. im so happy mr.mullane didnt give me a D on my report card.!! uh i was so relieved!..yea soo...it got really cold out !!.. were is the nice sunny weather we had. =(.butttt
thats all for now..
leave a NICE comment..
xoxo
Tara
its all about YOU
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[11 Apr 2005|10:03pm] |
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today was another very nice day. but unfortunatly we had school..i was suppose to get out early because i had a doctors appoitment but the office didnt call me down and i missed it.. er i was mad.. i have had such a bad sore throat for days. and its not an ordinary sore throat either..i wonder whats wrong.?
Okay.. whoever "ghost" is i would really like to no haha... do i atleast no who you are?.. its kinda weird that your saying this stuff and want to no but i dont no who you are..just give me hints to see if i can guess or something...????... okay.. thanks..
my 16th birthday is coming up soon and i wonder whats gonna happen for my birthday?.. and 16 means LICENSE!! yay!... by summer i will have it and no more walking or riding bikes.. ill prolly miss all that. but yea..
Thats all for now..
Love love..
tara
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[10 Apr 2005|04:13pm] |
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what a nice day!.
yesterday i went to my sisters basketball games in solon and aurora .. my mom and i went to beachwood.. and then i got to drive home..
today is so nice and im about to go outside and soak up the sun...
comment..
xoxo..
Tara
i am in love !.ahh
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[05 Apr 2005|09:38pm] |
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yea soo this week is going by so fast..
we only have like 45 more days of school!..ahh sophmore year is almost over and then were juniors.. ahh crazyness
me and nikki went to the park and took Addi.. the lil girl i baby sit for.. we went to handels and then to the park on this gorgeaus day!!..
WHO IS "THE GHOST" .. its driving me crazy!!..
haha do i no you !?? i sure hope i do cause then that would be a little weird.. haha..
i hate when people leave nasty comments and are to scared to leave their name.. i dont care if you dont like me just let me no who you are =).. thanks!!!!!!!!!!
comment!!!!!
love
Tara
im still waiting!
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[03 Apr 2005|09:10pm] |
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spring break 05' was awesome..!!!!..
kinda bummed we have to go back to school tomorow..but also really want to get it over with
ah eric and josh came in to visit.. what a day..!!
i WANT to wait for you .! =)..i dont care how long its gonna take .. but yea i do.. even tho we dont see eachother often.. i still think something is there.!!. like really there.! and i dont no why but i dont want anyone but you !!!! ...
ah what a week!.... ugh!!.. im so sad.. yet soo HAPPY..
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XOXOX..
Tara
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[28 Mar 2005|07:34pm] |
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SPRING BREAK
saturday night .. ugh crazy..
sorry too anyone that had to see or talk to me..
i just love you oh so much!. and cant wate to see you =)
thats all.. comment.
ill update more later in the week. i dont feel like typing
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[24 Mar 2005|11:40pm] |
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yea so today wasnt the best day.
like the past weeks or watever ive been happy for some reason.. everything was good and nothing went wrong.. and i dont even no why it just kinda hit me in gym today.. realizing that its not all okay. and i like hide things and not show it and dont actually realize that somethings wrong..
this prolly doesnt make sence and im just babling..but i dont no
okay like BOYS.. every teenage girls topic.. theres this one where i cant get enough of him.. we dated last year and "talked" again this yaer..but he doesnt no what he wants and i say i dont want to wait around for him or watever and i dont want to but for some reason i want to and hes not even perfect .. hes not someone that i describe to my friends as " the type of guy i would date ".. yea hes cute and athletic.. but hes not just i dont no.. and i dont no why im so hooked.. he sometimes shows that he wants to be with me .. and other times.he just kinda doesnt care..and thats when i get realy sad and wonder whats wrong with me.. his freinds all tell me that i can do so much better and maybe i can.. i want to move on but i cant!..its so hard. and i dont even have the lovely butterfly feeling around him?.. i dont understand.!!!!!
Then theres another guy were hes like so nice.. and just nice and cute and everything.. hes kind of older and more mature im only 15 and hes 18.. we get along and talk alot. but i dont no were its going to lead.hes going to college away soo if we get into something serious at the end of summer it would just have to end. and i wouldnt want that..ugh im so confused...
i only had one serious boyfriend who really made me get flitterys in my stomach whenever hed say "i love you" he was the only guy i ever said that to.and people may say you were only 14 but i guess i dont no i thought it was real but people say you cant be IN LOVE at 14.and i still think about him even tho he said some really bad things about me and i dont care.i want that again..but im just so confused with everyone..i just want to get out!..i somehow would pick a guy that lived 6 hours away than any one else.. just talking to him is okay for me.. and just fine.. but that cant happen..ugh!.. i dont make sence and thats okay..!! lol..
i just wanted to let that out you donthave to read this but i just didnt no what to do with myself.!! GUYS.. cant live with them cant live without them!...
but thats alll.. spring break first day .. not to good.. went out with kristyn at like 9 lol thhats all.. shannyns comming in on saturday and coming to my house and i cant wate!!...
gonna go..
xoxooxoxoxoxoxo love love love love
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY ERIC!
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[23 Mar 2005|06:46pm] |
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today was okay.. i slept first period a little cause i was soo soo tired..
second period we had a tornado drill and all we did was go to the first floor and stand there..waste of time.. =)..
third period.. Got an A on my math test. go me..!!
Fourth we had a sub so bruce ashley rick and I somehow got in the topic about masterbation. =/ hm.. it was rather fun.
Fifth gym..the usual..volleyball.. i have a new team.. and it was Bruce Iasac and I.. everyone else on our team was gone.. we won the first game that had 5 people but lost the second =(...
Sixth. sat there.. like always.
and Seventh. watched the most funny movie on shakespheare...
then NIKKI got her licsense. so we went tanning and then to the mall.. funnn funnn im so happy she finaly got it.!!.
but yea thats all that hapened today.. TOMOROW is the last day of school till spring break.. this yaer im not going anywere so im not really looking forward to it.. well one thing =)..
thats it .. soo leave a comment .. i loooove them..
xoxo
Tara
my milkshake =)
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[21 Mar 2005|07:55pm] |
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yea so i was just eating toast and it is really good and i could go for more =)..
school was a bore.!
nothing exciteing happened..
came home and slept..
thats my day...tons of fun huh?
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xoxox
Tara
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[20 Mar 2005|08:56pm] |
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yea im eating subway.sandwich factory was closed so im eating this shit lol.. its not as good..
this weekend was great =)
4 days till spring break dont think i can wate..
SHANNYNS COMING IN SOON !!!
thats all..
xoxo..
Tara
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[19 Mar 2005|02:19pm] |
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skittles in the microwave.. try it..
-- dump skittles into a microwavable bowl
-- place the bowl in the microwave
-- put in for ten to twenty seconds..
-- take bowl out.
-- ENJOY!
MUAH..
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[17 Mar 2005|09:46pm] |
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each day is getting better and better..!.=)
my mom put a card on my bed.. and it was soo sweet.. it saddens me when i think about how little i used to be and being mommys little girl and now im all grown up and soon ill be out of the house and i dont no its just sad.!..and how life doesnt last forever.. i never lost anyone close to me.. but just realizing.. it frightens me. . . .
its really cold.!. i can not wate for summer we really only have 11 weeks of school left...
SHANNYN is coming up in like 9 days!.. i cant wate for her cause i havent seen her since i dont no thanksgiving =).. i miss her oh so much!.
comment bizotches.!..
xoxo
--Tara
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[16 Mar 2005|07:48pm] |
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so today.. is wensday.. and this week is flying by!..my day went well.. and i could tell it would since when i woke up because it just felt like it would be a good day... so first period we had a substitute.. we did nothing.. second period. i gave my speech and felt so embaressed under the spot lights =/.. third period. Mr. Orr is the best teacher..having his student teacher made me realize how much more i want him back.. he went over this whole weeks lesson in one day.. cause that damn student teacher cant teach very well.. so she was absent and Mr. Orr taught for the day =)... fourth we had a nother substitute.. we did a lab and i mooched all the answers from everyone... me and tiffany are moochers =).. ha.. fifth gym . the usual...sixth we had a sub again and me and katie romed the halls again.. always fun.!..and then seventh wasnt to bad went over julius caesar..so yea .. i think ill actually do good on the test..=)
i was supposed to go home with ashley but her car broke.. cause she left the lights on all day so my sister came and got me from school.. how nice is she.. pshhh
when i got home i fell asleep..!! i hate coming home to nothing to do !... er..i got up and now im sitting here.. to nothing to doo..
thats all.. until next time..
muah ! Tara
you know what to do =) <3
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okay so monday wasnt the best night ever.!.. i first had my swim banquet wich was super boring for the most part.. 3.5 hours!!.. yea..then i came home..got into a fight with someone and now after so long.. arent talking with them anymore..something in which i regret!..
tuesday so far is better then monday.. i realized i dont need him and can move on to someone..that may be mean but its about time i do that..school was not to bad!..just that my editor wouldnt work so i couldnt work on my movie =(.... we had a Partay in english and watched a weirdly funny movie..
now im sitting here about to go do something productive...
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i LOVE them!..
until next time..
TARA
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